Saddened

I am having a really hard time right now.  I feel like I am differing theologically within the particular ministry I am working with.  Usually, our differences don’t really matter that much, but as of late, they have been brought up all the time.  I’m angry, upset all at the same time.  How do I even begin to talk or think about this?

Also, I wish someone would care about me.  It kind of feels as if no one actually cares at times.  That I could die, and nobody would really give a damn.  I know that this is not really true.  But, it still feels like it, all the time. And even if it is true, it doesn’t mean that people always treat me as if they care.  Which, I suppose, hurts. 

Just kind of feel sad today.